Don't be a fool - 1

'The fool has said in his heart, "There is no God..."' Psalm 14:1 NKJV

The atheistic fool. It's said, 'An atheist can't find God for the same reason a thief can't find a policeman.' Sometimes pride is at the core of atheism. Without God, you become your own god, which means there's no higher power than yourself!

But the God of the Bible proves His existence in three ways: (1) Creation. Many people are in prison today who weren't caught at the scene of the crime, and no one actually witnessed the crime. What proved they did it? Fingerprints! DNA! Creation carries God's fingerprints and DNA. 'Look up into the Heavens. Who created all the stars? He brings them out like an army, one after another, calling each by its name...' (Isaiah 40:26 NLT). (2) Calvary. In creation you see God's power, at the cross you see His love for you. In creation you see His hand, at the cross you see His heart. (3) Conscience. 'Gentiles...even without having heard it...demonstrate that God's law is written in their hearts, for their own conscience and thoughts either accuse them or tell them they are doing right' (Romans 2:14-15 NLT). Conscience is like having the Ten Commandments in your soul; no one was born without one.

Voltaire, the French atheist, said, 'It took twelve fishermen to build Christianity. I will show the world how one Frenchman can destroy it.' After Voltaire died, the home in which he had lived became Europe's most famous Bible distribution centre. Bottom line: Voltaire is dead; our God lives! Atheism is the greatest gamble of all. After all, what if there is a just God and you stand before Him one day?

To my favourite atheist commenter - I don't think you are a fool! ;-)

I am feeling really down this morning. I stayed up until about 1am reading through every single lie in this affidavit. It has actually depressed me. The fact that i am going to have to waste my time on this woman and her supposedly Christian friend lawyer, their blatant lies, and defending them - going back for 18 months has left me sitting here just feeling hopeless and depressed and bawling my eyes out this morning.

Poor T. He has an important assignment due today. He was working on it when those papers arrived last night and from the minute they arrived - he got no more work done. He has just taken off to make the trek across Auckland to his home - and then to get in to Uni by 9 am. The poor guy had to leave a bawling Jackie behind. I don't know what i would do without that guy. I know that none of you thought it was wise for me to give him another chance or for us to be together - but that man has been and continues to be my rock. I am so lucky. I hope the drama that Erin Brokovich's issues have caused in my life do not have too much of an impact on his final mark. I am going to have to make this up to him and organise something special for our upcoming one year anniversary.

Erin / Debbie Brown has has spent the last 18 months watching every single thing that i do online. Her lawyer friend has submitted a blog post in her evidence that i have harassed her as well that i did just after the Christchurch earthquakes in relation to the offence that i took to a website that was set up advising the world that the earthquakes have happened because Christchurch is full of evil people and sinners. In the argument that i had with this woman over whether or not that website was ok she screamed about rights to free speech and enlisted the help of her friends to help bully me on Facebook. In this woman's view - my blog post in relation to that debate - is harassment. Amazing that she thinks free speech reaches to fundamentalist Christians who blamed the residents of Christchurch for the earthquakes - yet Madeleine Flannagan at Coast Legal - does not believe that free speech is a luxury that i should benefit from.

Madeleine also believes that this blog post in relation to someone else and a news item is defamatory of her and constitutes harassment - despite the fact that i never named her, or even hinted at who she was (Erin tried to comment - naming her but i deleted that) .

I could have been talking about anyone in that blog post. The fact that Madeleine has spent a lot of time blogging about her gripes with ACC, her car accident, and her pain management - i hardly think that even if anyone did think that i was talking about her - that could be considered harassment or defamatory considering that information is all over her own blog.

Honestly - it is going to take me days to go through all of this - and dig up the proof that i have in order to defend myself and disprove their lies. This has upset me very much. I have put up with Erin harassing and stalking me for the past 18 months and for her to then use lies and her lawyer friend to further harass and bully me via a court case because they know that i have no money to defend myself has placed me at the end of my rope this morning.

This - from a supposed Christian and her psychotic friend.

Erin / Debbie Brown will do anything in an attempt to try to ruin my happiness - because i did not believe she was a good person for me to have in my life so in her eyes i rejected her. Just like all of the men whose lives she has tried to ruin. Just how obsessed she is with me has become even more scarily apparent -  since receiving these papers. No sane person spends 18 months focusing on someone who does not want them in their life - and every single thing that they say and do online.

Her obsession with me has now extended to trying to ruin my chances of acquiring an education. I have 4 assignments due in the next month. This is going to take time away from what my focus should be - and that is exactly what she wants. It kills her to see me so happy, healthy, and doing well.

This - my friends - is an example of bullying adult style in the very extreme.

I will be back this afternoon to blog more of her lies while i prepare the beginning of my defence to this bullying and harassment. I am going to write about everything.

I am going to fight back. This is going to set me back financially and that is going to have an impact on my children. Mess with my children and my ability to support them and i am not going to hold back. Despite receiving an email this morning - referring me to a lawyer and offering to pay the initial costs - from someone who knows how crazy this woman is and what i am dealing with - i still just feel hopeless, depressed, and wondering how i managed to attract such poison in to my life.

I know God will not give me anything i can't handle - i just wish that he did not trust me so much. I just need to remember that right now because right now i feel pretty hopeless.

That is a comment left on my blog on the 25th of February 2011 - By Debbie Brown. She has admitted it however has blamed her daughter. For her daughter's sake - i hope that is not the case. If one of my children had a mouth like that - i would be very concerned.

That is just one example of the kind of comments that I have received over the past 18 months and just deleted because i was concerned about this woman's mental health and what she might do to me.

She seems to think that she can behave like an obsessed psycho yet on the odd occasion that i have responded - that is harassment.

I cannot believe i am having to deal with this.

Thank you also to the wonderful and supportive friends that were with us on the evening that we went out who have advised me this morning that they are prepared to go to court and prove that this woman and her Christian lawyer are liars, have broken the law and defamed me in court documents.

Anyone whose life is perfect could not have put up with having this woman in their life - unless they were like minded. I had enough going on with trying to fix my life and provide a happy and healthy future for myself and my children without this woman's self inflicted dramas in my life.

To Debbie Brown - me not wanting to continue our friendship was not a personal insult. It was not to hurt you - it was self preservation. Stop taking my perceived rejection as a personal insult and move on with your life. I had enough of my own stuff going on when you came in to my life without having to deal with these dramas.

PLEASE - LEAVE ME ALONE.

Happy now...after 18 months of this crap from you i have finally named you.

Debbie Brown aka Blondie