Accepting Our Calling | Worthiness

When we accept our divinity we no longer question whether we are worthy

because we know that we here for a purpose.

The issue of worthiness may come up in many areas of our lives, as we ask, often unconsciously, whether we are worthy of success, love, happiness, and countless other things, from supportive relationships to a beautiful home. In the end, though, it all comes down to one thing: our willingness to claim our space in this life as humans on this planet at this time. When we accept our divinity, we no longer question whether we are worthy, because we know that we are meant to be here to fulfill a particular purpose, a purpose that no one other than us can fulfill.

There are no replacements who can take over and live our lives for us, no other person who has had the experiences we have had, who has access to the same resources and relationships, who carries the same message to share with the world. Our purpose may be large or small, and in most cases it is multi-leveled, with important actions taking place on the interpersonal level, as well as in terms of the work we do in the world. Small acts of kindness share the stage with large acts of sacrifice, and only through accepting and honoring our divinity can we know what we are called to do and when.

Ultimately, we are all equally, exactly, completely worthy of being here in this life. Moreover, we are all essential to the unfolding plan of which we are each one small, but important, part. If we suffer from low self worth, it is because we have lost track of understanding this truth, and allowing it to guide our actions in the world. Seeing ourselves as part of something larger, as beings called to serve, is the ultimate cure for feelings of unworthiness. In the end, it’s not about evaluating ourselves as worthy or unworthy, so much as it’s about accepting that we have been called here to serve and taking the steps required to listen and respond to what our lives are asking us to do. ~ The Daily OM

I was supposed to go to that David Tua thing out in Manukau tonight, but i decided at kinda, the last minute, that i was way too tired, and could not be bothered moving. I have never seen live boxing before. Not sure i really wanted to either, so that was probably half the reason why i decided to just tuck myself into bed, with my laptop, and hang out on my own tonight. That, and the fact that Nicole has a friend staying the night and they probably would have snuck out if i had gone anyway - in fact i will still have to drag my butt out of bed at 3am and make sure that it is their bodies that are in their beds, and not just a bunch of pillows impersonating them!

I have had a busy enough weekend as it is anyway. I am shattered. I am also very bummed out that the supermodel is leaving early tomorrow morning. I won't get to see her again now.

Stink buzz. I am going to have to try to get over there to visit her. Airfares are fairly cheap at the moment. Her flights only cost her $260 return! It cost more than that to fly one way, back to Auckland from Wanganui! Crazy!

On that note, it is time for some much needed beauty sleep! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz