Moving locations when you feel strongly to do so is a way of bringing your spiritual and earthly energies together.
There will likely be times in your life when your soul evolves more quickly than your circumstances. Your subconscious mind may be ready to move forward long before you recognize that you are destined to embrace a new way of life. Your soul intuitively understands that changing habitats can be a vital part of the growth process and that there may be one part of you that is eager to move to another home, another state, or another plane of existence. But the ties that bind you to your current mode of being can make moving into this next stage of your life more challenging than it has to be. If you find it difficult to move on, consider that just as people in your life may come and go, your role in others’ lives may also be temporary. And many of the conditions that at first seemed favorable served you for a short time. When you are ready to match your situation to your soul, you will find that you feel a new sense of harmony and increasingly connected to the ebb and flow of the universe.
Moving on can be defined in numerous ways. Your forward momentum may take you from your current locale to a place you instinctively know will be more nurturing, comfortable, and spiritually enriching. Once you arrive, your misgivings will vanish, and you will know that you have found a sanctuary. Similarly, subtle changes in your values, goals, or emotional needs can motivate you to distance yourself from one group of people in order to re-associate yourself with individuals that are better able to support you. For example, this could mean moving away from your birth family in order to find your energetic or spiritual family. The route you need to travel may not always be clear; you may feel inspired to change yet be unsure as to why or how. Clarity may come in the form of a question if you are willing to seriously ask yourself where your soul is trying to take you.
In a way, moving from one point to another when you feel strongly driven to do so is a way of bringing your spiritual and earthly energies together. It is a two-step process that involves not only letting go but also reconnecting. You will know you have found your destination, physical or otherwise, when you feel in your heart that you have been reborn into a life that is just the right shape, size, and composition. ~ The Daily OM
Right now...i can not WAIT to get to my new "sanctuary"...i feel like my whole life is in disarray at the moment! I hate mess and being disorganised, and with a home full of boxes, and the girls mess...and constant supply of dishes for me to wash...I'm not feeling very much clarity!
Took Nixon for his midday walk, and strolled past a bin full of cardboard boxes on Mt Albert Rd. Of course i decided to grab some. It didn't dawn on me at the time, that maybe it would be wise to finish Nixon's walk, get my car, and go back to get the boxes....oh noooo ...i grabbed these huge boxes and attempted to walk Nixon AND carry them home.
It was not a pleasant walk, and I cursed myself all the way for not taking Orlando's advice to train Nixon better so that he doesn't pull my arm off every time i walk him. I think that is the first time i have REALLY gotten annoyed with Nixon...even his poos all over the living room floor over Easter Weekend didn't annoy me as much as trying to carry two huge boxes and walk him while he was pulling so hard...along a busy road.
Naughty, naughty boy, he is. Not impressed.
I am taking the girls back to Nick this afternoon because they want to go home and get their school uniforms, and some other things that they want to have at my place now that they will have a big bedroom and room for all their things, and now that they will be spending more time with me because they will get to sleep in for an hour longer when they are with me thanks to me living so close to their school! YIPPEEEEE!
They won't have to leave my place until 8am every day when they are with me. At the moment from here, and also from Nick's place in Waiuku they have to be out the door at 7am.
I can NOT WAIT til Thursday! Which just also happens to be my favourite guy on the whole planet's birthday too! Billy will be 19 on Thursday. I can't believe it...how time flies. He is nearly the age that i was when i had him. How crazy was i? He is aware, that in no uncertain terms, if he makes me a grandmother before he turns 30...i will KEEEL him!
Anyway...back to packing and cleaning. A night to myself tonight...i am looking forward to it.