Struggling with motivation at the moment!

I don't see  how home detention could be beneficial for anyone. How much of a punishment is it, to be forced to sit around and do nothing all the time? I am becoming more and more demotivated to do much of anything, as the days pass.

Yesterday, and today, i was allowed an hour each day to walk Nixon. Today, i struggled to drag my ass out of bed at 3pm, to get myself dressed and take him! That is not like me. I LOVE walking my Nixon. When i get out of a routine though, exercise is a struggle. I think most people are the same.

Anyway... i just don't see how being allowed to be so lazy would be much of a punishment for most people. I am struggling with it today, because i feel like such a sloth...but most criminals would not mind, i am thinking.

Anywayyyy tonight for my viewing pleasure, i have "Dear John" ...it's a romantic drama written by the same person that wrote 'The Notebook" ...which is one of my all time favourite movies. I don't know how good for me, a soppy romance movie will be, but i am about to find out.

I still have not made it through the Ghosts of Rwanda documentary without falling asleep. I might give it another shot now, while i wait for Dear John.



Back later on because no doubt, i will struggle to sleep tonight after being so slothy today! x