I was just thinking about Fred

A silly thing to do...i realise this. I was just thinking though, about how it was Nicole's birthday in January, and my mother recently contacted Nick to say that she has a present or something to give Nicole.

She has not even bothered to see her own granddaughter, for her birthday. Fred lives in Howick. She was invited to Nick's on the Saturday night of Nicole's birthday, for her family birthday celebrations, yet she did not bother to go, and has made no effort to see her granddaughter for her birthday.

Yet this woman, has had time to make constant phone calls and write constant negative letters about me to several government departments, including the judge that sentenced me.

Isn't that amusing? How some people seem to enjoy the negative so much more than anything positive that they could possibly be doing or concentrating on?

It's sad really. It's sad because i know for a fact, that my Dad and Monica would give anything to be able to celebrate every birthday with their grandchildren. They would not waste that opportunity, by focussing on anger and hate. They would be showering my kids with so much love, it would be sickening...like they are doing to Billy, right now, as i type this.

I'm not complaining though...The less my children have to do with her, the better, as far as i am concerned. What is even more sad though, is that Nicole isn't even phased by the fact that her grandmother made no effort to share in her birthday.

Actually, that is probably more of a blessing.

Anyway...i am tired. That was a busy weekend. I have things to do today...and another busy day tomorrow...i don't get much of a break until Wednesday, but then i get like a whole week alone...which no doubt will have me feeling a bit blobby by the end of it.

I better make the most of my busy next couple of days.

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