I never have to sit in those cells again. Today was the last time that i ever have to do either of those horrible things...for the rest of my life.
It's over. I have been sentenced.
As you have probably worked out by now, i am not in prison, and will not be going there...ever. Much to the dismay of some people and even my own mother...i will never go to prison.
I am not going to say on here what my sentence is/was. I will tell the people that care about me, and love me. No doubt my mother will find out. I don't care about her or my stepfather.
To my mother - I would just like you to know, that the judge did not even read the nasty, vindictive, hateful, and crazy letter that you wrote, to have submitted with my pre sentencing report. My lawyer read it, and requested that it not be submitted and the prosecution did not object to that.
After my sentencing, i asked my lawyer, if i could read it and he hesitated. I asked him if i was better off not reading it, and he nodded, then added " it comes across as the rantings of a crazy lady, and nothing that she says has anything to do with what you were being sentenced for".
So there you go Fred...all that nasty, vindictive, hateful energy that you directed at me...all that energy in order to make sure that you continue to try to make me as unhappy as you are, went to waste.
The judge did not read it, and neither did i.
I am now going to do everything possible, in my power, to make sure that you have nothing further to do with my children. You are a poisonous person, and i will not allow you to hurt my children, the way you have hurt me, my whole life.
I will though, forgive you for every horrible and hurtful thing that you have done to me my whole life. Hating you, only allows you to continue to hurt me.
Luke 6:27-28
Love your enemies. Do good to those who hate you. Pray for the happiness of those that curse you. Implore God's blessing on those who hurt you.
On a brighter note!
YAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY...it's over. I just got the hugest hug from Dan, and tonight he is coming over to watch movies with me.
I am going to make myself a chicken sandwich for lunch, with the shredded chicken that my friend C has gotten me addicted to, and the loaf of fresh bread that is in my fridge. I am going to make myself a coffee...and then i will breathe a huge sigh of relief, and thank God, for once again looking out for me.
I have learned the hardest lessons during the past year, and i have learned them the hardest way possible. I will continue to suffer the consequences of my actions for the next few months. I had faith today, that i would be ok. I have God to thank for that faith, and for looking out for me, while making sure that i learned my hard lessons.
I am a better person for everything that i have been through.
I feel good.
PS i wonder what the big case, or who the famous person is that is appearing in court today...there were TV cameras everywhere!
It's over. I have been sentenced.
As you have probably worked out by now, i am not in prison, and will not be going there...ever. Much to the dismay of some people and even my own mother...i will never go to prison.
I am not going to say on here what my sentence is/was. I will tell the people that care about me, and love me. No doubt my mother will find out. I don't care about her or my stepfather.
To my mother - I would just like you to know, that the judge did not even read the nasty, vindictive, hateful, and crazy letter that you wrote, to have submitted with my pre sentencing report. My lawyer read it, and requested that it not be submitted and the prosecution did not object to that.
After my sentencing, i asked my lawyer, if i could read it and he hesitated. I asked him if i was better off not reading it, and he nodded, then added " it comes across as the rantings of a crazy lady, and nothing that she says has anything to do with what you were being sentenced for".
So there you go Fred...all that nasty, vindictive, hateful energy that you directed at me...all that energy in order to make sure that you continue to try to make me as unhappy as you are, went to waste.
The judge did not read it, and neither did i.
I am now going to do everything possible, in my power, to make sure that you have nothing further to do with my children. You are a poisonous person, and i will not allow you to hurt my children, the way you have hurt me, my whole life.
I will though, forgive you for every horrible and hurtful thing that you have done to me my whole life. Hating you, only allows you to continue to hurt me.
Luke 6:27-28
Love your enemies. Do good to those who hate you. Pray for the happiness of those that curse you. Implore God's blessing on those who hurt you.
On a brighter note!
YAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY...it's over. I just got the hugest hug from Dan, and tonight he is coming over to watch movies with me.
I am going to make myself a chicken sandwich for lunch, with the shredded chicken that my friend C has gotten me addicted to, and the loaf of fresh bread that is in my fridge. I am going to make myself a coffee...and then i will breathe a huge sigh of relief, and thank God, for once again looking out for me.
I have learned the hardest lessons during the past year, and i have learned them the hardest way possible. I will continue to suffer the consequences of my actions for the next few months. I had faith today, that i would be ok. I have God to thank for that faith, and for looking out for me, while making sure that i learned my hard lessons.
I am a better person for everything that i have been through.
I feel good.
PS i wonder what the big case, or who the famous person is that is appearing in court today...there were TV cameras everywhere!
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