This heat is bothering me worse than the lack of nicotine in my system!!!
I have not had a cigarette since about 11pm last night. I feel OK. I have felt like one, a couple of times today, but have not given in. I really have to, and want to, quit this time. I need to quit this time. I am going to do it.
This heat has drained me of any energy that i thought i might be able to muster, to get anything done today. We drove out to East Tamaki to grab a few things off Nick that Nicole had left behind, then came straight back home and just blobbed inside.
The sun is too hot. I feel sorry for, rather than envious of, the people at Big Day Out today. I had really wanted to take the girls to that this year, but could not afford it in the end. Right about now, i am so grateful for that. I am just waiting for the sun to go away so that i can take Nixon for his walk.
I have heavy eyessssssssss...