I say that because...i actually planted my lazy ass in bed about two hours ago.
I have been playing on Facebook, and reading other blogs. There is one blog in particular that i follow, that i read, and it is like deja vu. It's written by an American man, from Idaho (where i spent my teens, and my sister Tracey, and her husband still live) ...his paycheck just bounced for the 2nd week in a row, he doesn't know how he will make his car payment, or pay his rent, and he wishes his boss would die. This is not far off how i felt about Tawhnee, earlier this month.
I can feel the stress and frustration, in the words that he types.
The hardest part of reading blogs like that...is knowing exactly how the person is feeling, but also knowing that there are no words that you can express that will help their situation, or make them feel any better.
I am sorry to all my friends and family that i put through that every time i have a horrible drama...i also apologise in advance for future dramas that i will no doubt have, and rant about, leaving everyone that cares about me, not knowing what the f&ck to say to me. haha
I will try to remember my past dramas, and have faith that things will continue to work out for me.
Goodnight you lot...X
PS...Nixon has had a bath and now stinks of wet dog..and is on my pillow. Nice. He is lucky i love him so much.