I need to do this alone. I need to get better and over everything, alone, and in my own time. I don't feel lonely like i did at the apartment anymore, because now, being alone is my choice. I know that is what is best for me. I now know that i have friends, who are there when i need them, but also respect that i still have a long way to go, before i will want to get a life again.
I love those friends.