Sometimes i wonder if it will ever all be over...

I had not mentioned or even thought about it in weeks. I sometimes feel like every day i have to face something bad that has popped back up from that hideous and seedy life, that was full of crazy and mean people.

Sometimes i feel like I am a character in a video game...like pac man...running around in a maze trying to eat the ghosts before they eat me.

I don't mind. I know that i just have to keep chasing them and eating them up and sooner or later it will be GAME OVER. I know i have already won the game though...maybe that is why it's no longer fun. Crash Bandicoot was not fun once i had gone through all the levels and kicked ass, and won either.

May you always have
Enough happiness to keep you sweet
Enough trials to keep you strong
Enough success to keep you eager
Enough faith to give you courage
and enough determination to make
each day a good day.