He needs to attempt something a little more challenging, or just accept that he will never be another Mozart. Mary had a little lamb was cute...a month ago. ha
I have been in bed for 12 hours. I woke up twice in the night to eat chocolate chip cookies in my sleep. I am going to stay here for just a tiny little while longer, then go for my walk. I can tell, without getting up, that it is a sunny day outside. What i can see of my living room is very bright. My bedroom curtains, are very bright.
It feels so good to log into my blog and not see reminders of something that was once such a happy memory, but is now nothing more than a reminder of something that never really was. Photos of Danny and our wedding are now nothing more than a reminder of the pain and loss that i have been through.
A special person that reads my blog, had encouraged me a week ago, to remove Danny from my blog. I said no at the time. The more i thought about it though, thanks to this person...the more i realised that having photos of him on here was not helping me.
It's nice to have people in my life that are honest with me and give me good advice. They challenge me to think differently about things...even if it is not what i want to hear at the time. The only agenda they have is to help me.
Thank you to those people. They know who they are.
Right...back under my covers, i go. Just for a tiny little while longer!
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4 comments:
wow, i cant help but notice how many times you mention you clean your sheets. If you stopped fucking for money, you wouldnt have to wash them that often jacs, jen or whatever. you have no idea how much you contradict yourself, your full of shit, or should i say "p". get over yourself.
Good morning to you too. I said i would publish the nasty crap from people that try to drag me down. The evil stuff from the Baillies, their friends, and from the people that are jealous of me because i have changed my life and i am now happy...so there you go. Your very helpful and constructive comment has been published.
Are you happy? Does it make you feel good?
I had not mentioned my nice clean sheets in this post...so i am not sure why you have commented here. However, if the fact that i have washed my sheets twice in a month, bothers you...then it makes perfect sense that you get along so well with Danny. His sheets actually had stains and stunk when i met him.
Anyway...thanks for your feedback. I make no apologies for the fact that your opinion or comment makes you look like the idiot that you so obviously are. Since you are not that clever, i will take the time to explain to you...that sometimes as people heal, change, and recover from bad experiences, the way they view things that have happened to them may change.
For example...what once was something that i missed so much that it physically hurt me, may now have become something that i no longer miss and now see was a terribly destructive relationship. What once seemed like a good idea because it made me feel better...now seems like the most stupid decision that i have ever made in my life. What once was something that i could do, because i had a goal that i was working towards...now seems repulsive.
Does that make sense to you? Or do i have to elaborate further? Because you clearly did not understand how people are able to change, i can understand your confusion over what you would consider contradictions.
I am glad that i had this chance to help you out with that.
Have a good day.
youre just a big fat liar. you and everyone knows you were doin whoring and drugs whilst in your relationship. Even your ex ex husband knew that. Your just a waste of human flesh. You're even starting to believe your own lies now. Well good for you.
Big fat liar?
Well my daddy can beat up yours...so there.
What you have stated above, is untrue. I have proven this. Since i sincerely doubt that you have spoken to my ex ex husband, i doubt he would appreciate you speaking for him.
Your statement above is about as true as when it was said that i was whoring while married to the ex ex ...or that i never spoke to Danny's family on our wedding day...or that he has not stolen everything i owned and does not owe me money.
I'm not repeating myself again...and your crap will never hurt me again.
I said it before and i will say it again...we are no longer on the same level.
Ick
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