September 8, 2009
He needs to attempt something a little more challenging, or just accept that he will never be another Mozart. Mary had a little lamb was cute...a month ago. ha
I have been in bed for 12 hours. I woke up twice in the night to eat chocolate chip cookies in my sleep. I am going to stay here for just a tiny little while longer, then go for my walk. I can tell, without getting up, that it is a sunny day outside. What i can see of my living room is very bright. My bedroom curtains, are very bright.
It feels so good to log into my blog and not see reminders of something that was once such a happy memory, but is now nothing more than a reminder of something that never really was. Photos of Danny and our wedding are now nothing more than a reminder of the pain and loss that i have been through.
A special person that reads my blog, had encouraged me a week ago, to remove Danny from my blog. I said no at the time. The more i thought about it though, thanks to this person...the more i realised that having photos of him on here was not helping me.
It's nice to have people in my life that are honest with me and give me good advice. They challenge me to think differently about things...even if it is not what i want to hear at the time. The only agenda they have is to help me.
Thank you to those people. They know who they are.
Right...back under my covers, i go. Just for a tiny little while longer!