I have realised this morning, that i was never really alone. I had my children. I had my family in America. I had friends that constantly emailed me all day long despite having busy lives of their own. I had people that cared about me that i didn't even know cared.
I was never alone. I was just unable to see that, and they were unable to help me, until i was able to be completely honest.
All of these people continue to remind me, every single day, of the good that is in every single one of us. I did not recover, and get better alone. I did not change my life, without a boat load of help from people that care about me.
I will be forever grateful to those people.
Thank you so much. You helped me save my life and you continue to help me every single day. I can't take all the credit for how much my life has changed in less than three months.
On that note...back to the piles of photos in my lounge.
xoxoxoxoxoxoooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Get you arse out of bed you old biddy !!
I am getting out of bed nowwwwwwwwwwwww...at 11 i will get out of my bed.
I just realised how little my phone rings these days...i was lying in bed and got startled when the song "Bonkers" all of a sudden started playing...in my kitchen. Bonkers is my ringtone.
It had stopped ringing before i realised that it was coming from my phone and that i don't actually have a ghost in my kitchen named Bonkers.
Anyway...i have been lying in bed talking on my phone. I can't remember the last time i had a long phone conversation with anyone.
Normality is so f&cking wonderful. okok it's 11...i'm getting uppppppppp
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