September 30, 2009
I seriously need to get back to work and add some stress to my life or something. This feeling has been confirmed by the fact that according to Billy, my Dad is asking him when i am going to go back to work. Oh dear...i am dangerously close to getting a disapproval ranking from my Dad. Not good. As soon as the school holidays are over...it is job hunting time.
Anyway...so right now every day really is like Sunday. I woke up in the middle of the night to texts from Dan, checking on me because of the lightening and thunder storm. He remembered me hating the storms back when i was living at the apartment. I had to tell him that i actually love storms and the only reason that i hated them while at the apartment was because i hated everything that reminded me of happier times. He is on nights starting tonight so i get to see him in the mornings. I love his visits.
I went back to sleep after talking to him. Woke at about 7am and made the girls pancakes etc...went back to bed for a little while...spent some time catching up with Billy and my sister Tracey...got up and went for my walk again today and got totally drenched again. There is something awesome about the feeling of getting drenched in the rain. It makes my skin feel really nice and clean. I love the rain these days...always used to hate it.
Had a bath, cooked dinner...did the days worth of the girl's dishes and hand washed some laundry and hung it up to dry...more pancakes for desert, for the girls and now i am back in bed.
Life does not get any less stressful really...does it? I have never before been this content. Not when in a relationship, not when married, not when i had lots of money, not when i had lots of people that called themselves friends around me, not when on drugs, not even when i married Danny. Never. I have always had something to stress or worry about. Not anymore.
oohhh ps...watch the Green River Killer on TV3 tonight...that happened when i was a kid and right near where i am from...scareeeyyyy haha I always laugh that the only time i see my hometown on TV here in NZ is when i am wacthing "Cops" or "America's Most Wanted" haha ...that is a lie...there was a guy from my hometown that got on the news here just recently for saving a bunch of ducks that were on top of a building. ha