Confession Time Again...

I have cried lots today. Everything has gotten on top of me. I don't know anyone with a ute to help me. My cop is working, as is the Donut King. Tans is here and doing her best to help but she has a little baby to keep happy. So can't really do much.

I have this flu.

And i miss Danny lots. It's been 5 years since I moved without him and i never thought i would have to do this. Find a place on my own, and do this all on my own.

My whole body aches and i just wish that Danny still loved me and was here to rub my head. I miss him so much.

I am struggling today. I still don't know how i am going to move these couches. Might just leave them behind. They were purchased with money from that life anyway. I don't like them and i have the futon and can just invest in a couple of bean bags.

I am hating life again today. I should not have taken that detour and i wish i was not so sick. I am not exaggerating. My whole body hurts so bad.

Maybe it really is the swine. I wonder if i should go to the doctor. I wish i could stop crying.

Have a good weekend folks. Hopefully i am feeling better...this time tomorrow after a hot bath and a good sleep.